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so prom was this past weekend that was loads of fun...especially the after party. lots of detals about taht but not a lot of time to right since i'm in class and all....it was wild and fun.....if you now what imean but more details will follow....but gtg ...love you all...emmie we must talk sometime
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Thursday, April 21st, 2005
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| Subject: | well |
| Time: | 9:24 am. |
| Mood: |  just ate nachos we made. | | Music: | sitting in class. |
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life's is lsowing down...almsot done wiht my afternoon monday dn wednesday class....thank goodness....now i can enjoy my days off...i decided i am going to join the army reserves...or at least attempt to...i've got my fingers cross for eiht erway...i'm really nervous like you wouldn't belive....i know a lot of peopel hink im crazy cuz the war and all ....but i'd rather die fighting for something then sitting around and saying i wish there was somethign i could od when there is....but i'm sitting in inof processing be lazy so i thoughti'd update this ole thing...i ust ate the most delicious machos we made in foods...best thing about having foods class in the morning cuz then you gt to eat just about everyday..mm...i'm dying of thirst though...no getting out of class for a whilecuz we're on lock-down for while....
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Saturday, April 16th, 2005
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so i've bene crazy busy...like nothing eer....no time for anyhting..not even sleep...which is why these dark circlesare developing under my eyelids....school is fucking crazy thsi last qarter!! i'm out of here in5 weeks though...thank goodness....i've been wrking my ass off when i'm not at school....i missed the interent...but it was getting boring and i hae too much on my mind...i've beenthinking about so many things altey...and dereaming crazy stuff....so when i do sleep my head just keeps on runing adn running with thoughts of this and that ....it's reather crazy weird....whatever that means...so i'm babbling and i'm gonna go to sleep....sweet dreams...
loves
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Monday, January 24th, 2005
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ok so the day started out fantastic...ihad overall a good night...buthten my so called best friend tim starst in(i havne't talked to him in a few weeks) but now he diecded we should be just aquatnaces...i cannot wait to move out of this town....this state it all sucks monkey balls.....there are a selecive few i miss but then there are way more i won't miss.....i haven't posted on here in weeks because i have been so busy with work and life and school and just dealing. this may be my last post for while but i am not for sure. anymore i just take life one day at a time. but thsi si all for now.
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Saturday, January 1st, 2005
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| Time: | 5:46 pm. |
| Mood: |  amused. |
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so run, hide, fight the urge
to scream out loud
must hold it in
don't let them know
how much you are hurting
they don't care, couldn't careless
the tears the swell
swallow them down
it hurts, the rejection
the lies and the torment
the silence can't
last much longer
the hurt and anger
will emerge form my body
anytime
its likea time bomb
ticking its last seconds
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Tuesday, December 28th, 2004
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| Subject: | yes oh yes |
| Time: | 1:41 pm. |
| Mood: |  contemplative. | | Music: | not music..but the poem of edgar allan poe..tintinnabulation. |
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well today i am in sort of a thinking mood....i had a great christmas even though i worked...some people can be so terribly ignorant...i feel sorry for them....i'm begining to wonder about emmie...where are you chick!? haven't talked to you since i zimmified my computer...it still looks splendid...it took me all night to find the awesome stuff...but well worth it...i'm having withdrawals from not seeing the show in a few days....ut i think i hear my kitchen calling my name....i need nourishment befor ei head off to wokr...yes another day of working...i'm glad to find out though that i get saturday off though! that means i can actually do somethign on new years eve!! wahoo!!
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Monday, December 20th, 2004
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| Subject: | hey |
| Time: | 9:52 am. |
| Mood: |  anxious. | | Music: | closing time-semisonic. |
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wahoo turned in my english exam and i just gotta go back tommorow and run a ten minute run for physical educatio.....then i am done for a few weeks...so exciting...not i am gonna go shopping but i havne't posted in a while so i thought that i would....
emmie's me luvs you! adn rachel if you read this....call me sometime or stop by over break!!
ciao
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Saturday, December 11th, 2004
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Well, I have to wrok at like 7 so i'mawake and have been awake since 4......it's gonna be a long day as i can already tell......i am half tpepted to crawl back into bed..it looks os wamr and inviting...hehe.....hmmm i thought i had something else to say but i guess i don't and i'll just post later.....
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Thursday, December 9th, 2004
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Monday, December 6th, 2004
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I can tell by the way you act
by the way you dress
you're doing it again....
if i were to ask
why the longsleeves
you would reply
"it's cold outside"
i'm not the brightest
yet not the dumbest
i've seen it happen
more than one time
you get happier
as it gets worse
you try and cover it
up more
so your mood gets better
at least you tihnk
i can see past
the good mood
the pain you feel
i can't bare to think
that you put yourself
through this
when i am only
a footstep away
a phone call away
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Sunday, December 5th, 2004
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I missies EMmie.....meh not realy sheesh that girl is crazy....j/p i love thee emmie...but yeahso i wokred today....nine hours.... i worked like 20 hours this weekend....thats a lot of hours.....more money for christmas gifts though (that i need to get still) thank goodness for gift certificates cuz that is what a lot of people are gonna be getting this year...i hven o time for shopping!!! between work and school i don't even really have time to lseep...but i best go and look up some stuff on this enlgish stuff i have to read and then go to sleep....
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Monday, November 29th, 2004
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| Subject: | Entry |
| Time: | 10:49 pm. |
| Mood: | scared. | | Music: | Nothing Better by The Postal Service. |
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run and hide
lock the door
they're coming
invisible
but their movement
it is not
i got away
i think
oh no is that
their eyes
peeking under the door
peering looking
they have my foot
i'm slipping under the door
slipping away
i'm invisible just like them
i'm one of them now
watch your abck
you may just be next
(those of you who read this and it doens't make since.....get to know me first and then it will)
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so i'm sick and i have to work..... i think i may have bronchitis(sp?) my chest huts real bad they have me on antibiotics for something....they just told me to take em....so i s'pose that's what i do.....my hands are all cut up cuz i'm clumsy and don't watch what i am doing so they are sore....i'm in a good mood todya well a good enough mood for being sick...well i jsut realized what time it is so i better get to walking to work !!! i need my license....i'm 18 and have had my bvblue slip for liek two years i think it's time i get them....don't you think so?!?! well.....i'll talk at you all later!!! ash-lee
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Wednesday, November 24th, 2004
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| Time: | 10:38 pm. |
| Mood: |  blank. | | Music: | Michelle Branch. |
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the mood i am in is really not a mood at all.....my mind is blank....out of thoughts for ow i s'pose. it's like i am here but not really here at all....sometimes i feel like i died one day and i just got to keep living and i just think all this is happening...kind of like the movie "the others" it's rather odd and creepy because i will be sitting in class and jsut blank out and stare into space....no it's not cuz i am high......if that's what you were thinking.....right now i am sitting here with just chillaxin before i eat a big thanksgiving dinner two or three times.....sheesh imma be stuffed!!! oh i heard THEE lamest joke today ....what does a turkey eat on thanksgiving? nothing it's already stuffed!!!! muahahahaha!!! that's all for now folks!!!
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